I wish i had the energy to write a long post about everything cause i feel like id feel alot better afterwards but i’m shattered so i’m gonna bullet point
- i feel like i have less good friends than i do fingers on one hand
- 90% of my friends are too busy for me, or treat me like a fucking dickhead at the moment
- i dont want a relationship but it’d be nice for someone to fancy me for the first time in 7 years, kinda need a confidence boost or for someone to tell me i’m not gonna be single forever
- both of my jobs are stressing me out due to crap management or crap lazy members of staff, i need a more rewarding job my life feels like it’s stuck in this awful rut of sleep, trying to diet, feeling shit about my body, going to work, hating it, coming home, feeling sad, and repeat.
- I have so little money cause i went so far into my overdraft when travelling, i want to feel comfortable with my bank balance
- yeah i have great holidays to look forward to and i am so lucky to be going and really excited, but there’s nothing life changing to look forward to and it feels crap, there’s always been camp america or africa or travelling to look forward to and now there’s nothing
- i dont know what the FUCK to do with my life, i have no idea what career i want, i dont know who or when to talk to about it
- i dont see my dad half as much as i want to, i wish he lived closer
- most of my friends live in london or other places and it fucking sucks cause i can never afford to go see them or have time to do so.
- i just feel bloody stuck at a crossroads in my life with no idea which way to turn, ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh